Monster's grin

gonna blog a short one.
cause the tome is ticking and the battery is flowing.
stupid brother MAKE it spoilt.
so needa save to buy the charger for myself.
ONLY ME CAN USE IT.

moving on..
yesterday got back test paper.
passed my 'n' level maths paper and english papers.
physics FAIL.
'o' level maths FAIL.
Amaths FAIL.
combine humantities FAIL.

dad had so much hope on me and i wasted it all.
what am i gonna say to him?
say SORRY?
told him only my maths and english marks.
he was so damn happy while i gave a fake smile.
i even lied.
I FEEL SO GUILTY!

it make me feel so bad.
really.
all hopes are gone when u enter secondary school.
NEXT STOP> UNEVERSTUDY

current feeling: sad & scared & stupid
current song: STUPID GIRL - PINK