Monster's grin

I FEEL HORRIBLE.
i feel like jumping from the 15th floor.
i can get freedom through there eventhough it'll hurts.

the story of yesterday pinched it hard.
piercing through my thick skin.
it hurts while on a special day it turned out horrible.
the story begins.

mother turned 39 yesterday.
i decided to bake a cake for mum.
i had inform dad about it and he immediately call me.
i didnt notice it and just read his messages.
he tole me to go home straight away.

i had to dump the cake i was trying to bake it.
the planned was destroyed.
kira and sakae was my witness.

upon reaching the lobby lift at home.
my parents and i met there.
dad told me to hand my handphone.
he say i didnt answer the phone and all.
i just blow my cools and started answering him.

dad just started screaming from outside.
just as i was about to turn, he threw the phone at the wall.
at the living room hall, i tried to explain everything.
having consultaion and was in school, he didnt want to hear it.
instead, he slapped me.
screw him!

i did slash myself!
i felt the pain.
and i dont want any counselling!
LISTEN!
I AM NOT SICK!
I AM CERTAINLY AM NOT!

current mood: CRYING
current mood: AUGUST IS OVER - WE THE KINGS