I'm not coming back (forgive me)
I've done something so terribleI'm terrified to speak (I'm not calling, I'm
not calling)
But you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt, now the rain is just (You're driving me crazy,
I'm)
Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
From so many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds, and towering over your head
I have the urge to run away. I cant stand it anymore. Any longer, I might as well kill myself. They are driving me insane. They are driving me to my grave. How can I possibly think what am I supposed to so. Stop telling me what to do. Stop shouting at me. I cant think. You making me cry. Writing this just hurt me. Im not close to you neither them. Can you please stop killing me. Everything isnt fine. Everything isnt how I imagined it to end? I know that you dont bother if I left. You still have more. How can I laugh when Im hurt? How can I be fine when Im not? How can I live a normal life? Everytime I wondered, why am I borned? Was I supposed to suffer? To be miserable all my life? Can I wait any longer?
I can't stand you getting hurt by me. I rather be dead to you be sorry. I've nobody. And even if I have you, I felt that I dont. I will sink and I wont rise until I know that everything will be okay. Have you ask me why I keep so quiet and always stick to myself? Have you? No! My mind now keep repeating itself that I should go. I should. And I will never come back. I should never see your face again. And my last goodbye wont come to reality. I've got to say Im sorry before anything happens.
Current mood: Sorrow
Current song: -
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