Monster's grin

I don't really know whether I was awake or asleep. I might be dreaming but it felt so real. It wasn't like any norm day. I would always sleep on the left side but yesterday night, I slept facing up. Minutes later, I dozed off. But something had put weight on pressing me down hard. I tried waking up but I couldn't. I tried opening my eyes but it wont open up. I managed to open my eyes slightly but I was still struggling. I tried saying my prayers but my mouth was close shut. I think I was screaming. And then I managed to woke up and right after that, I fainted. I am so afraid. What happened to me? This wasn't the first time. But its the third. I never felt to scared in my life.

Right after I came home, I changed. Mum opened my room door and asked me whether I wanted to eat. I said no and told her I didn't had the appetite. Then she said got chicken. I was giving her the 0_0 face. After changing, I went to the kitchen to drink, she stared at me. I was curious. Maybe she went to my room yesterday night and saw everything. I am afraid. She might think that I am crazy. As I know, I don't sleep talk or walk. But this is the first time its happening to me, badly. I could feel it holding me. As I type, my head still hurts. It had been hurting me since I had that incident. What is happening to me? I think I am going mad. Under too much pressure.

I am too scared. My hands trembling like fuck now; its to hard for me to type. I'm to afraid to sleep. I don't think I can sleep anymore. Help me someone. Help me break the curse. I don't think any of you losers know what I'm talking about. If you don't believe me, I'm not at lost. So I hope you encounter what I encountered.

Current mood: Nervous
Current song: My heroine - Silverstein

Labels: Help me please