If it wasn't the worse day for me already. Earlier in the morning, and for the first time in my entire life, I cried for a guy. I didn't even cry for my ex when he broke up with me. Well, anyway, back to my story. Jon was the guy's name. All of you know him can? Summary, he liked me.
Me: I miss you! And I just have to say that! [I swear "I miss you" was the hardest thing for me to say]
Jon: Haha. Say what?
Me: Say that.
Jon: What? XD
Me: I miss you.
Jon: Oo haha. [I swear my heart sank when I read this]
Me: You're just gonna say oo haha? [I swear I cried while typing this]
Jon: I think so. [ MY HEART TOTALLY SANK! I CRIED LIKE FUCK]
Thinking about it is just gonna make me cry.
I thought 14th was the worst date ever. But NO, today was too. Cousin and family knew about what I did last year and they "confronting" me now. URGH. I mean, even if I knew that my cousin or whoever did something wrong, I wouldn't tell my whole family about it, right?
So, if you wanna tell my parents what I did then maybe you should. I mean, Dad and I just recently had a decent talk and we are back to normal terms since I hadn't talk to him for like almost 6 months. So, if you wanna break the relationship that I tried so hard to sort it out then I'm prepared for the worst. IF you have a heart then a simple THANKS from me to you.
But whatever it is, it's your choice now that people look at me in a different way.
And this wasn't the first time that I was questioned creepily by GG. It's the second. First it was about Boyfriend and smoking. And now this. Thanks soo much.
Me: I miss you! And I just have to say that! [I swear "I miss you" was the hardest thing for me to say]
Jon: Haha. Say what?
Me: Say that.
Jon: What? XD
Me: I miss you.
Jon: Oo haha. [I swear my heart sank when I read this]
Me: You're just gonna say oo haha? [I swear I cried while typing this]
Jon: I think so. [ MY HEART TOTALLY SANK! I CRIED LIKE FUCK]
Thinking about it is just gonna make me cry.
I thought 14th was the worst date ever. But NO, today was too. Cousin and family knew about what I did last year and they "confronting" me now. URGH. I mean, even if I knew that my cousin or whoever did something wrong, I wouldn't tell my whole family about it, right?
So, if you wanna tell my parents what I did then maybe you should. I mean, Dad and I just recently had a decent talk and we are back to normal terms since I hadn't talk to him for like almost 6 months. So, if you wanna break the relationship that I tried so hard to sort it out then I'm prepared for the worst. IF you have a heart then a simple THANKS from me to you.
But whatever it is, it's your choice now that people look at me in a different way.
And this wasn't the first time that I was questioned creepily by GG. It's the second. First it was about Boyfriend and smoking. And now this. Thanks soo much.
