Lots happened. From the beating to nonsense. Few days ago while I was out with a friend on my off day. Well, actually she told me to take off to go "Jalan Raya" with her colleagues, I rejected lots of time, but her nagging really irritates my ear and its even worst than my mom's nagging. So I requested off. And then shit happens. The "Jalan Raya" failed to happen or it was her scam to call it off and bring me out. And I shouldn't have gone out that day, I would know the truth of what happened at home. Yes, I blamed it on that bitch who asked me out. Oh, and one more thing before I proceed to my personal matters. I hate her since schooling days. She's making me look like I'm gay! I mean the way I dress is super slack [which makes me look like a guy] and she, thick make up, skimpy clothes [which makes her look fat and makes her look like a girl]. And then she likes to hold my hand, like those arm around arm kinda hold. I FUCKING HATE IT SIA! I mean please, first its annoying and second ITS MAKING BRYAN THINK I'M GAY! And I fucking told her so many times to stop doing that or Bryan might see it one FINE day!
Okay, moving on. During the day I went out with her, Mom called. Thinking "THANK GOD MOM'S SAVING ME!" so I answered the phone, in the back ground, I heard Mom's husband [definitely not my Dad] screaming at the back ground. I thought HE was mad at me cause I went out without telling HIM [well, actually I never did tell him anything]. So I told her that HE was mad at me and want me to come home right away. Dot dot dot. I reached home, as usual, put my shoe at the shoe cabinet, wash legs and go straight to my room. But this time when I enter, I hear HIM saying something like "don't test my patience". I thought he was talking to somebody else so I totally ignored it. Then as I was at the living room, I heard cries, I thought it was my baby sister, crying, but when I saw she wasn't, I knew my second sister was cause she hardly cries. So I went in and asked her why, she wouldn't reply. Then she removed her hand and I saw red patches on her face then Mom walked in. And we had our conversation which I am gonna type it all down even if my arm is starting to ache.
Mom: Sha just got punched by Daddy. [I, seriously paused to the max. She continued,] Don't until your Dad do this to you. Cause he is also angry at you.
Me: Shup up. I don't care. And tell him, one more time he does that, I'm calling the police.
Mom: [In silence] Sha, can you stop crying already? [Talking to my sis]
Me: EH MUMMY! Don't disturb her. LEAVE HER ALONE!
Mom: Tomorrow you working? [I didn't answer her] Tomorrow you working?
Me: I told you what just now. Why never listen?
Mom: I asked you nicely why you answer me like that?
Me: Same like you what. When I asked you nicely the first time, you never answer. When I ask you again, you scold me. Same what. I'm your mirror image.
Then she walks off. Yup, I hate my family. And fucking hate it when people keep saying that I'm a happy go lucky girl. COME ON! That's call acting. I don't show my problems to people, like some idiot, when they have problem, they'll be bad mood than they started scolding people at work or show attitude and don't even want to be at Taka. Only, some people has seen how pissed I can get. Limited people.
Okay, and then there was Taka people, and I'm so glad that Animal last day at Taka is this Thursday [30/09/2010] cause I never want to stay there any longer with pervertic people. First there was Dan, then the Security Guard, then Gordon but Gordon is harmless and I can get 50% off for Brikenstock. HEHE!
And thats all FOLKS! Can't help it. My arm is totally aching! BYE!
