Everyday waking up, checking my phone, always chanting your name hoping that you will text. When I see there is ONE NEW MESSAGE, I got very jumpy, eager to touch it open. But when the name appeared to be "Mummy", I almost shred a tear, I was hoping very badly that you were the one that had text. I really miss your "Hey bb, good morning." That really brightens my day, making me wake up with a smile.
But now it is never the same, I teared when going to bed, I teared when waking up from bed and teared for the whole day, that kept me thinking of you. Mostly everyday, I wake up from a nightmare, the nightmare which I hate the most, got chased by ROBOCOP.
I'm really sorry that I accidentally shouted at you. I wasn't really at fault, you didn't hear.
Please, at least just text me a "hi". I can't help it. I freaking need you now. I need you to stop me from crying. I need you to mend back the scars that you slashed. I just freaking need you now. You're a part from me.
