
I think I wanna be alone for the rest of my life. I mean it. I need to go to the beach, my usual spot, the secret swing, the mini sea forest. Yea, no one knows about that place, not including my besties, but there's only one person who does. That person came all the way from Clementi just to make me feel all better. We did nothing but sit. Not even talk. Well, that person tried to make a joke but seriously, it wasn't funny. But really appreciate it a lot. I'm lucky to have that person as a friend.
And this person isn't Apple. God, that idiot is USELESS. I rock, I didn't cry over him! But he hurts me lots. I swear I'm not gonna be with another skater who wants to skate till death. But I still wants his hair.
And this person isn't Godmum's son. Elias's Bro? Irfan? I know I used to like him and everything but nehh, not the kinda person I wanna be with. HE TALKS TOO MUCH! HAH!
And Adil? From germany? GOD! ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I LAST WEBCAM WITH HIM! I miss his curls! Even though he turned gay, I FUCKING LOVE HIM [in a friend kinda way]!
I know all my girlfriends have been with me through thick and thin. I got no idea how you guys tolerate my nonsense for the past 6 to 10 years? WAIT I KNOW! LIKE, "Eh? Kau da makan?" Its annoying but who cares! I LOVE YOU! ALL THREE OF YOU MARRY ME, OKAY?! We'll have BABY FISHES AS CHILDREN! HAH!